Disappointment.
I could feel my heartbeat beating real fast when I was there.
Yet when I saw it, tears filled up my eyes, streamed down my cheeks.
This ain't what I wanted.
It may be just nothing to some people.
Cos they just didn't even bother about it or rather, they have achieved what they wanted.
But to me, it's a very big thing.
I could remember myself sitting for it, trying my very best.
And my body, feeling real hot and my head nearly exploding.
For I am sick on that day.
The brain cells just ain't working and nothing gets into my head.

I could blame anything for me not doing well.
If I'm well on that day, would I get what I want?
Or was it me, just plain stupidity?
I'm not being emo.
Just that sometimes, I really doubt my ability.
I've took it and promised myself to do well for her and she, watching over me wherever she is.
That's the subject she's strong at.
She can't even sit for it, while me who took it, the outcome was still disappointing.
I'm sorry that I didn't achieve it. ):
I'm really sorry.

But I'm going to try again.
This is the last try.
I'll accept it whatever the outcome is.

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