Thursday, August 12, 2010
♥ My dearest Grandma.
It's been over 100 days since grandma was gone.
I missed those times when I was young...
She used to buy all the things I wanted, bring me to playgrounds, shield me from the cannings I got from mum, listening and understanding me etc...
Yea, there are far more things to list out.
I was the one whom she doted on the most.
But as I grew older, I realized things changed.
As days passes by, she seemed to forget everything.
She even forget who am I.
Nevertheless, I wanted to take care of her like how she did when I was young.
I wished I had to ability to take care of her, but well I don't.
Be it financial wise, physical wise or time wise.
There was only 1 word to describe how I was feeling; helpless.
I was afraid that this day would come, the day I dread the most in my life.
The day she left... I was dejected and heartbrokened.
Even though you're gone, I hope you'll read this post.
Thanks for showering me with your love when you're still around.
Thanks for being the greatest grandma.
If there was ever a chance in our next lives, I would still choose to be your grand-daughter.
The one whom you dote on the most.
I miss you, my dearest grandma.